sch is starting tmr,
i feel this unusual anxiety.
3rd last semester,
count down to my final damnation.
I have this urge to work extremely hard
i dunno how drastic that would mean,
but i really really want to do well.

Perhaps its time to rely on myself
for there is no one else who can really be there.
After these 3 years, I've come to realise
that when it comes to studies and results,
to each his own,
no one really looks out for you.
Even when u cry out for help,
all you get is frustrated looks
from the people whom you've always thought were your friends.

Those words of concern, felt like it was paying mere lip service.
If you had really cared, you wouldn't have done that in the first place.