I feel bad about carrying on with this lie,
somehow it feels a little selfish on my part.
Feels like im making use of my friend.
Just to get myself out of trouble.

It's going to be the second surgery tomorrow,
Hopefully the test would be negative just like before.
Guess these things are going to be more common in the years to come.
If only time would stop for awhile,
and let me spend more time with my loved ones.