I realised, I am a perfectionist in some areas of my life.
Definitely not studies, cos i'll be very happy with just a B+,
definitely not in the daily necessities of life, hence my room is rather messy always.
Appearance, erm I've given up on that long ago..

But there's one thing I will always desire for perfection,
and it is the friendship and relationships with others.
In the mere 22 years of my life, I've been through many friendships that happen for wrong or imperfect reasons which went awry.
That is why, it is hard for me to trust others and especially myself.
I can be a good friend, but deep in my heart, there is a fear and a knowing that all this will end.
What kyna said about cherishing the present, i think its hard for me to do.

:/